Thursday, February 26, 2009

You must eat so many lemons!

Trev. Got here today. My calm little brother. I need that. Yesterday was bad, dark, ugly, mourning him. Today, I got to smile a little….Helps thinking about all the horrible things I can do to my wedding dress (thanks Kell.) It’s better than thinking about other things. Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda, Willa, Howa, I Donnoa.. A day at a time, a minute at a time on bad days, and a few days at a time on good ones. I just have to learn from this.

A few months ago, I heard a song. About a fight, and Jason and I laughed because it sounded just like one of the biggest that we had had before now. One of the lines said “you must eat so many lemons, because you are so bitter” I just need to find sweetener right? That can't be so hard. I can do that. Who doesn’t like lemonade right?

3 comments:

Kevin n Amy Cederquist said...

we are sorry to hear whats going on. wish we were closer to lend more support.

Kelly Bennett said...

I cannot wait to trash the dress!!!! We are going to have so much fun... tell Trevor hi for us!!!!

lisa said...

I'm glad to hear that your going to make lemon-aid. That's one of the old sayings, "when life throws us lemons, make lemon-aid." You know I love you all, and am so proud that that you and Trevor are so close. He definitely is our Rock. February 09 has undoubtadly been a very rough month with many changes. We are strong and will get through all this.